the good that won't come out: 11

20051127

Steph can't read this

I would like the world to know that I am a MOTHERFUCKER who deserves to DIE.

I would also like the world to know that I am utterly subservient to COLLIN, who has insited that I CAPITALIZE random WORDS, like SO.

Capitalizing RanDoM LetTerS is acceptable AS well.

JOIN me in SERVING Collin. When the entire world is united under his banner, we can rock out to FINAL FANTASY PIANO SOUNDTRACKS!

BYE

posted by stephy_andthejets @ 8:51 PM 6 comments

20051123

SURVEY...AND I'M BACK.

I'm SO back in Nado it's not even chistoso (funny). Uhm...I'm bored waiting for Charles and Lauren and James to get over here, so I'm stealin' this from Tony's journal...I haven't done one of these in forEVER. Here goes!

In the last 24 hrs have you...
1. Had sex: nope.
2. Bought something: No...and that's a good thing.
4. Sang (what song): "Heaven on Their Minds" from JCS. What a theatre kid.
5. Been kissed: No but gimme another 2 1/2 weeks :) (SO FREAKING HAPPY)
6. Ate something: YES (I just had a stuffed salmon fillet from Henry's)
7. Felt stupid around anyone: Just about ALWAYS...but I'm okay with it, so that's good.
8. Talked to an ex: No...well, Jason Meier's my friend on Facebook. We haven't talked-I have no idea what I would even say. But we're friends and that's good...does that kind of count? Oh-I talked to Erick who's a good friend; we dated in 8th. Oh-and got off the phone a little while ago w/ C-Bell. And just talked to Steve online today. And at about 1 in the morning Rob IMed me...so I guess that's actually all of them minus one.
9. Missed someone: Every day. (Haha Well I would fucking HOPE SO) ;)
_____________________________
Last person who...
1. Slept in your bed: Me + Collin (the bear)
2. Saw you cry: Tracey and Nikou
3. Made you cry: Me.
4. You kissed: Mr. Jeremiah Allen Spaulding. :) *beams*
5. You went to the movies with: Charles, Chip, Jackie, Tracey, Maddie...MIDNIGHT SHOWING OF GHOSBUSTERS WHAT WHAT
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Have you Ever...
1. Said I love you and meant it?: Every single day.
2. Got in a fight with your pet: My cat scratched me a long time ago b/c I wouldn't let it look away...what an F-ing dumb thing to do.
3. Been to California: I live here. Take that, lame-ass question. Take it. I dare you.
4. Been to Mexico: TJ twice w/ family + James...ick. I hate TJ. And once to Rosarita Beach b/c we missed the TJ tournoff w/ my family. It's much nicer there, though.
6. Been to the US: Outside of CA, AZ, and some of FL and NJ (I don't really remember the last 2 though) I haven't been anywhere else in the US. BUT I WILL IN ANOTHER 2 1/2 WEEKS!
7. Been to Europe: Yes, + Australia
_____________________________
Random...
1. Do you have a crush on someone: I'm in love. If that doesn't count, then this survey is ridiculous.
2. Do you have a crush on a myspace friend: His name's slegaB65. You should check him out sometime ;)
3. What book are you reading now: "How to be a Villain"-it's one of those like, hero-how to's but waaaay funnier.
4. Worst feeling in the world: knowing that you've hurt someone you love
5. Future kids names: I want about 3 or 4 and I's like to name a girl MJ (yeah, fuck off if you don't like it-it's a good name, and the reference is bitchen.)
6. Do you sleep with a stuffed animal?: Yes-it's a big white teddy bear named Collin.
7. What's under your bed?: CLOTHES, BELTS, SCARVES, PURSES, RANDOM CRAP THAT I NEED TO CLEAN OUT BUT I'M ON BREAK SO I WON'T.
8. Favorite sports to watch: Baseball (I know-boring, right?)
9. Location: At mi casa en 92118
10. Piercing/Tattoos: Ears pierced once on each side. (Well, one hole on each, but I got them pierced twice-once and then soccer season started and I just never put my earrings back in and they closed up. I always hated playing soccer.
11. Favorite Alcoholic Drink: I'm going to be completely honest right now and say I HAVE NO FUCKING CLUE AND HOW THE HELL WOULD I KNOW?!?! I'm sick of all this, "why haven't you drank?" Bull. F college.
12. What are you most scared of right now: Never saying I love you enough to Jer.
13. Where do you want to get laid: Wow...that's a personal question...haha I don't think I'm gonna answer that one. Too bad.
14. Who do you really hate: Girls who can't back the fuck off (that one's for you, Lauren!!!)
16. Do you like being around people: Yes, unless I'm in a mood where I want to be alone.
17. Have you ever liked someone you had no chance with: Hmmmm...I THOUGHT so a few months ago but look how that turned out! LOL
18. Have you ever lied: No...that, that was a lie right there.
19. Are you lonely right now: right this instant? Not a bit! :)
20. Song that's stuck in your head: Give Them What They Want from DRS
21. Played strip poker: Padiddle twice a little while ago is, I believe, the closest I've ever come to strip poker.
22. Been beaten up: Haha no-thank GOD-I'm sure I'm like, the worst fighter EVER.
23. Done an all-nighter: HAHA yeah-packing the night before my college move-in day. That's a good reason to pull one, though.
24. Been on radio/TV: HaHA I don't believe so. Oh no-wait yes in CoSA.
25. Been in a mosh-pit: Uh, well...if Ben Folds and Jason Mraz count...I was in the pit and being smooshed against the stage...but it's not the stereotype so I'm gonna go w/ no.
26. Do you have any gay friends: DONNIE THE BEST GAY LOVER EVER + Eduardo, the gayest MFA student in the world. He sings Parade to me and it makes me very happy. (Oh AND I'm in a member of the "FagHags" group on Facebook...um, so whadda you think?)

Okay so now Charles is here playing mah guitar so I'm gonna head out...

ROCK MY SOCKS OFF THIS WEEKEND. NADO!!!!!

:)

gimme a ring!

:)

posted by stephy_andthejets @ 10:29 PM 3 comments

20051115

Life, Love, Theatre, & MIDTERMS!

Hey everyone! So, uhm, still lovin' the holidays. Thanksgivin' is what...oh, next week? Can ya dig it? I KNOW I CAN!

WOOOO! So, "Arms and the Man" has been going SUPER well. It's basically draining the life out of me (sat I had a 12 hour rehearsal. Nutzoid.) But it opens on friday, and I hope you guys can come and see it...I think the rep show is going on sometime around now-ish, but the show also extends to next weekend (only performance=the 26th...I know it's the thanksgiving break thing, but eh.) I talked to the beloved Steve-O and he says that he'll be here for thanksgiving break and he wants to come and see it on the 26th and asked, "when's collin and everybody going to see it?" I think he's hoping we could all go together-which would be waaaay awesome. I KNOW you'll all love it-there's this one actor( Scott Drummond ) who has created this insaney melodramatic character out of Shaw's lines. He's absolutely hysterical. (One of my favorite parts of the entire show is: he and the lead-Ryan McCarthy's character, Bluntschli- and his fiance, Raina- get into a coming-out of all of their honest feelings and Scott stands on one of the benches covered with pillows and throws up his arms and yells over-dramatically, "OH, LIFE is a FARSE!" and collapses vertically onto the bench. It's absolutely splendiferous. :)

In other news, today is mine and Jer's official 4-month anniversary. HAPPY 4, SWEETIE! I canNOT wait for a snowy december with him-how much fun!!!! :) AH! I can't wait...less that 4 weeks now...I miss him like crazy and no matter how much I talk to him on the phone or how much I think of him it just can't replace the joy of seeing him or even recalling moments like that. It's absolutely amazing...

I've also got a crazy-ass spanish midterm (a forewarning of the quarter system...you have TWO sets of midterms before finals PER quarter. L-A-M-E.) But yes, my second spanish midterm is tomorrow...and I'm doing an awesome scene (I don't even know if I'm performing tomorrow or on thursday) from a play by Nicky silver called "Raised in Captivity"-It's very Durang-esque and I think a lot of you (if not all of you) would like it. Way nuts.

But yes, life is good. It's busy as all hell, but that's what i'm accustomed to (haha CoSA prepares you well for managing busy schedules later on in life, I suppose.) I miss you all like crazy-I wish I could see the rep show so badly-especially to nicole and collin-you guys are f-in' awesome. Nicole, I hope you're doing well on your coming-to-an-end college applications and collin, thank you for the essay-you're truly an amazing friend.

Time to get some sleep b/c jer'll be calling at about 6 in the morning...it's now 1:36. Hah... maybe the show isn't sucking the life out of me, but perhaps mine own disregard of shut-eye.

Eh. PSH! It's mah life! I'll do what I want!

And with that, I leave you for the morning.

Goodnight/morning, everyone!!!

Have a wonderful day!

posted by stephy_andthejets @ 4:20 AM 6 comments

20051106

GAH! HOLIDAYS!!!! :)

Hey everyone!

So I'm sitting here listening to the Elf soundtrack, which is jam-packed w/ wonderful classic holiday songs. (Currently listening to Ella Fitzgerald singing "Let It Snow".) So uhm, yes. I've been thinking about the holidays a lot recently...even though Christmas is over a month away-but that's no reason to not shop for presents early or extend the holiday spirit to everyone!!!! I absolutely love it. As soon as I get out of my p.j.s I'm gonna head on over to UTC to look at all of the decorations and probably spend money in like, all the stores. I shouldn't, but I just might. Haha-woooo!!!! shopping self-control! HEY! You know what really annoyes me?!?! The fact that you can't have candles in your dormb/c they're considered a fire hazard. I WANNA BUY A HOLIDAY SCENTED CANDLE FROM LIKE< ILLUMINATIONS TO MAKE MY ROOM SMELL LIKE THE FREAKING HOLIDAYS, GODDAMN IT! RAAARRRRRR. Fine. Whatever, fire nazis. Just, whatever.

I just love that chilly feeling in the air and the warm holiday colors and the decorations and the music...it makes me so happy! I just got back from lunch w/ Maddie (p.s. "Lonely Christmas Eve" just came on by Ben Folds...this song makes me laugh. I <3 The Grinch. Not the movie, but the book.) and Maddie's Jewish and can't STAND the holiday season b/c she feels that she was discluded as a kid-and I totally see where she's coming from. Me and Tracey are like, "what if my mom sends me a tree from Colorado? Would you sit under it with us?" and I was like, "Can I still get you a Christmas present?" and (no beat) she's like, "Yes. That's completely acceptable." I was like, "Would you open your present with us under the little tree???" and she said yeah, so we're trying. Lol-not that we're trying to sway her, but she literally hates the holiday season (bah humbug).

I LOVE IT-we were also talking about how weird it is that we get accustumed to our lives here at the college and then we go home for a month and go back to our old lives...it's just a weird concept. Trace was like, "we're all going home for a month to our lives and everything is completely different, and then coming back here together agaiin." It really might not sound that weird, but it totally is. Hm. But I can't wait to see all of you-no joke. Playing D&D-will and steve will both be back-we'll all be back together again! We can watch disney & lost over at nicole's, collin & charles, & I can have cooking adventures...we can all go ice skating at horton...I can't wait to be back for almost a whole month to spend with all of you again! But I guess that goes w/o saying. :) Tony'll be back and we can make horrible jokes together and Aly and I can go on our lucky shopping adventures togther. AWWWWW-I can't wait already!

Plus I see Jer for a freaking week out there (lol and probably Andrew Hernandez too!!!)...it's going to be a wonderful winter break. I JUST CAN'T WAIT TO SEE EVERYONE!

:) :) :)

I'm so happy right now! Gah! okay! time to get out there and go to the mall to just absorb it all. I love the holidays.

:)

P.S. If you guys have any xmas wishes that aren't too astronomically expensive or something, lemme know.

P.P.S. From nicole,...I want her hot sexy red hair. Lol-miss you, love.

HAPPY HOLIDAYS ALMOST 2 MONTHS IN ADVAAAAANCE!

:)

posted by stephy_andthejets @ 4:38 PM 14 comments

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